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I call home to Peter's bestfriend Mark's mom. She answer almost ideamitley.

"Hello" She says.

"Hi Mrs.Brown" I reply. "I wanted to know if your busy today, Peter said he'd like to play with Mark today" I've never been such a good liar, but she belives it. And I couldn't just say that I'd like her to babysit Peter.

"I'll ask him. Just a sec" She answers. About a minute later she's back. "He said it would be fun. You can drop Peter of here in about an hour if it's okay?" She asks.

"Totally" I answer.

 

When I've leaved Peter at Marks house I call Louis. He rejects my call and sends me a message:'I have nothing to say to u' I close my eyes and take a deep breath before I text him back. 'Plz Lou I'm sorry, I need 2 talk to u, plz only listen before u make up ur mind :(' He answers after about 5 minutes. 'Fine... I'll be at ur house in 15'

 

"Hi Louis" I say trying to act normal. He looks sad and hurt.

"Skip the act-like-nothin-have-happend stuff, can you?" He says with a bitter tone. I sight.

"Look, what happend yesterday was totally a mistake. The only one I love is you" I say. 

"Are you telling me that now so you can go and make out with Harry later?" He asks. I feel how it hurts when he says that.

"No... Never" I whisper. I can see his eyes tear up, and so do mine."Please Louis... I love you"  

 

Louis Point of View:

 

She said it. The words I could have died to hear her tell me.

"You don't love me do you?" She asks starting to cry even more. I don't answer, I kiss her. 

"Please be mine" I whisper, holding her close to me.

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Chapter 14:

 

"Fuck" I mumble then I run inside, locking Harry out.(Yeah it's kinda mean...)

"Why did you kiss cat-boy?" Peter asks.

"What?" I say, then I realize that he probably saw us through the kitchen-window. "Peter! That's private okay?! Now lets go to bed!" I say. I don't even have to start reading before he sleeps.

I leave his room and then I go to bed myself also. But I don't sleep. I can't. It seems like years before the sun finally rises. It's around eight a'clock so I can go up. 

"Must be the first time ever I'm awake before him" I mutter to myself. 

 

Just when I have taken a shower and put some clothes on some-one rings the doorbell. I run to hallway to open it. There's Liam with a serious look on his face.

"...Goodmorning Liam?" I say but it sounds like a question.

"Goodmorning" He replies. "Can I come in?" 

"Ok..." I say and we walk inside. We sit down at the kitchen-table.

"I didn't come to scold on you" He says "But Louis is really sad... Or more like depressed." I feel a pain shoot through my heart. I open my mouth to say something, but I close it again since I have nothing to say.

"Harry on the other hand... We haven't seen him all night" Liam says with a worried tone. "Greaaat..." 

"I actully came 'cause I want to know what you think"

"About what?" I ask.

"Louis and Harry... Who do you like the most?" He asks. And once again; Why do people answer a question with a question?!

"I don't know! I like them both and they're so diffrent...." I answer.

"You know what? You should think about it, and when you know you have to talk with them both okay?" He says. I nod slightly. "Well I have to go... Bye" He says and leaves. I think about what he said. I feel my brain scream that I should choose Harry, but under those screams my heart whispers softly. Louis.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter 12 & 13:

 

The next whole day I'm just doing nothing. Neither Louis or Harry calls and I don't dare call them. The hospital haven't call to inform about anyting either. Peter won't talk to me beacause he wants mom. What am I supposed to do about that? I make a little list of things I have to do:

1: Apologize to Harry.

2: Talk to Louis.

3: Visit mom.

"Well I better do something...I'll start with Harry then."

 

I take my phone and dial the number fast so I wont be able to change my mind.

"Hello?" he answers.

"Hi... Harry I'm so sorry about yesterday I..." I start to say but Harry cuts me off.

"Apologize accepted" He says. I don't know what to answer and he stays silent too. About a minute later he starts laughing.

"Are we going to listen to each others breaths all day?" He asks.

"Hmm....no" I say.

"I'm a little bit busy right now... But we could maybye do something tonight?" He asks.

"Ok" I reply.

"See ya then" He says.

"Bye" I mumble. One less thing that have to do. I think a moment and decides that visiting mom is the next thing I'll do.

"Peter" I yell. No answer. "Peter if you don't come here now I'll go visiting mom myself....without you" Less than a minute when I said that, he stands in front of me putting on his shoes.

"Mommy, mommy,mommy..." He sings quietly. I smile.

"Are you done?" I ask him. He nods and littlerly drags me outside of our house.

"Wait Peter, I have to lock the door first" I say.

"But then we'll hurry?" He asks. I nod and give him big smile.

 

When we come home from the hospital Peter start his 'Not-talking-to-anyone-but-mom' moode again. I make lasagna for dinner and we eat in the living room while watching 'Pokémon'. Suddently someone knocks on the door. I open it to see who it is. It's Harry. "Dammit! i totally forgot about him!" He smiles.

"Hi" he says.

"Yeah... Uh... Hi" I answer akwardly. I move aside so he can come in. We go to Peter in th living room. 

"So... What have you been doing today?" I ask so we can have something to talk about.

"Me and the guys had some signings today, and an interview... Not  so much, and you?" He said answering the question with another question. God how I hate when people do that.

"Nothing like half day... Then I and Peter have been visiting mom." I say. "God that sounds stupid" 

"Can we go for a walk or something?" Harry asks.

"What about Peter? We can't leave him here" I answer. I see the disapointnent in his eyes but he gives me a fake smile. I hate to see people get sad so I say "We could just go out-side if you want some privacy from him" pointing at Peter.

"Yah that sounds good" He says.

"Peter go get ready for bed" I yell before i close the door.

"So... Was it anything special you wanted to talk about?" I ask.

He don't answer, instead he kiss me. My brain keeps screaming out how stupid this is but my whole body refuses to listen. Harry don't kiss me like Louis did at all, gently is the opposite of what he's doing. But it feels right. I feels like we're two pieces of a pussle, finally connecting to each other. He puts his hands on my hips and pushes me aginst the wall. With my arms around his neck I drag him closer to me. Suddntly behind us i hear someone clearing his throat. We pull away from each other and there is... Louis. Anger and sadness fills his eyes.

"I thought we had something togheter" He says starring at me. He turns around and leave fast. "Smart Liz...Just perfect..."

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

At 9pm I told them I should go home.

"Can we hang tomorrow too?" Louis asks.

"Okey, see ya then" I say, then I go home.

 

When I come home mom is sitting on the couch. Her eyes is red and I figure out that she just have been crying. I slowly walk in the living room and sits down beside her. I hug her.

"What happend mom?" I ask quietly.

"Cynthyah..." She says. It was mom who named me that and always since I was little she had called me that if she was talking 'bout something important. It was grandma who came up with Elyze."Cynthyah... I have cancer." My whole body freezez to ice.

"H-how bad i-is it?" I ask shaking.

"The doctor said two months... Maybye less." now my body is completly dead. Ouch.

"Bu-but theres no chance...?" I begin to say but the words is stuck. I can't say them.

"No... They say that if they knew earlier..." my whole body feels like Jell-O.

"God... I'm so sorry mom"

"You know what? I'm not so worried about me... But you and Peter..." She whispers and tears steram down her face. We hug. I put on 'Madagascar' and we watch it until we fall asleep.

 

When I wake up mom is still asleep. I make breakfeast for all of us, then I go wake Peter and mom. We eat togheter. Peter is sitting and talking about 'Pokémon' but neither mom or I say a single word.

"Do you need help with anything?" I ask mom.

"No, I don't think so... Peter is going to one friend of his and I'm... Going to the hospital..." she answers.

"You want me to come with you?" I ask.

"It's fine honey, but if you're going anywhere make sure to text me" She says.

 

"Hey! That's my carrot" I shout. Louis just grins and take a bite of it. "Or... You know what, you can keep it."

"Can I borrow a spoon?" Zayn asks.

"Please say no!" Liam says looking like a scared kitten.

"Why would you need a spoon?" I ask and cross my arms.

"Liam broke my mirror! I now I need a spoon!" he says.

"If he broke your mirror, why don't you just ask him to buy you a new one?" 

"What a great idea! Then everyone is happy" Liam agree.

"What about... Liam buy me a new mirror, and I get to borrow a spoon also?" Zayn says.

"Hmm... Yah that could work." I say and gives Zayn a spoon. Zayn starts chasing Liam around the room.

"What's up with Liam and spoons?" I ask Harry. He chukles.

"He kinda have a phobia of them." he answer.

"Oooops" I say looking at them. 

"HELP!!!" Liam screams.

"I wanna save ya, wanna save..." Niall begins to sing.

"Oh shut up Niall." Liam cut him off. Louis take the spoon Zayn have and put it in the kitchen.

 

We decide to have a 'Toy Story' marathon and watch all 3 in order. Our couch isn't very big, but none of us wanted to sit one the floor so all of us sit there with almost no space at all. In the middle of the second movie my phone rings.

"Hi?" I answer.

"Hello, is this Elyze Rainbird?" a woman asks. I get a bad feeling.

"Yes" I say"Hi Elyze, I'm dr.Fields, I'm calling about your mother" She says. I start crying.

"Is she okay?" I ask even though I know she isn't.

"No... But she needs you" 

"I'll be there soon" I say.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I'm sitting on the same bench as the boys sat yesterday. I came early so I could just sit down and chill for a while. With my headphones in my ears and loud music fillin my head. I don't know what I'm listening to just playing to top-list of spotify. The last song ends and a new one begins. I haven't heard it before, but I LOVE it! The songs name is "One Thing". There is two voices who cathces my intrest the most; the two guys who sings second both the first and second verse. When they sings I felt like being in heaven. The other persons who sings were just are good as them but I don't get the same feeling. The groups name is "One Direction". I laugh a little. "They name their group 'One Direction' and their song 'One Thing'". Just then someone puts his/her hands in front of my eyes.

"Uh... Harry?" I guess.When the hands isn't removed I try again "Louis?" Louis moves his hands and I pause my music. I take out my headphones.

"Hi" I say. The guys reply with "Hello"

"What are you listening to?" Zayn asks.

"Eh... Some kind of group named One Direction or something... Have you guys heard of them? I like 'found out' that they exsits today..." I say putting air quotes on 'found out'. All the guys burst out laughing. I get embarassed and start blushing.

"Actully" Harry says between his laughs "You found out that we exsits yesterday." I notice his 'we'. I start blushing even more. The colour of my face can probably beat an tomato in a 'Who is the reddest' competition.

"Oh" I breath, feel like I'm going to die of embarrasment.

"It's actully good you haven't found out 'bout us until today" Harry says slowly after he'd stopped laughing.

"Why?" I ask curiosly.

"Because then we wouldn't have got to see how cute you are when you blush" He says giving me a flirty look that makes me look down and smile. The rest of the guys try to not grin. All of them except Louis.

 

Liams point of view:

I give Louis a "Don't-worry-it-will-be-fine" look. He just rolls his eyes and nods at Harry. Harry really seems to caught Elyze's attention. I feel sorry for Louis, he told me last night that he kinda likes her, but he was worried that Harry would get her. I understood even before he told me that ge didn't wanted to rush into any relationship.

"Hey superman? Why so sad? Thougt that you would be someone who jokes around a lot" Says Elyzes smiling. Louis cheer up 'cause he got her attention.

"Just little tired..." 

"Okay... You've been up all night on a boat trip?" She jokes. "How wierd, she found out about us today, but she jokes like a directioner would do" I don't mention what I just thougt, instead I ask "What 'bout we do something and don't just sit here all day?"

"Yeah you right Liam! Let's do something!" Zayn agree with much enthusiasm, he probably got bored of just standing here.

"I'm hungry!" Elyze says.

"ME TOO!" Niall shouts.

"Where are we going?" I ask even though I already know the answer.

"NANDOS" Niall shouts again.

"Niall please stop shouting." Zayn says.

"Can't we eat somewhere else? We ate at Nandos yesterday" Harry asks.

"Where do you like to eat Elyze?" Louis ask.

"I dunno... It doesn't matter so much." She answer.

"Then Nandos it is!" Niall says.

"Whatever" Harry sights.

"YES!" Niall screams.

"Ouch! You're killing my ear Niall" Zayn says annoyed.

"Sorry" Niall whispers. Elyze giggles and Harry, Louis and I laugh. Zayn and Niall gives us a 'why-are-you-laughing' look. Then they also break in laughing.

 

Elyzes Point of View:

Liam order their food and Niall goes looking for somewhere to sit.  When Liam have payed I order mine. I pay and then I go to the table the guys sit at. 

"So... Tell us something 'bout you?" Zayn says, but it sounds more like he is asking something very important.

"What do yah want to know?" I ask.

"What about we ask you 10 question? Then we can ask 2 each?" Harry says. I nod.

"I'll start!" Louis says."What's your favorite colour?"

"Orange!" I smile. Then they decided that Harry would be after Louis, then Zayn, after that Liam and Niall last. They ask simple questions like 'what's your favorite subject at school'.(which is P.E btw)When they've asked 9 questions only Niall got one left.

"I give up! I don't know what to ask!" he says.

"Can I ask one more thing?" Harry wants to know.

"Ok" I say.

"Which one of us do you think sings the best?" he asks.

"I can't answer that question!" I say. Harry raises one eyebrow and looks at me like 'why-not?'."I can't answer that question of two reasons; 1. I don't know who of you who sings what. And 2. I wouldn't be so nice to tell you that someone of you are better than someone else, 'cause your all as good, just your voices is the diffrence when you sing." I finish.

"But tell us who of us you like the most, please. No-one will get hurt, right?" Louis says. They nod and I just sight.

"Ok first I liked the person who sings second in the the first verse, and the person who sings second. In the second verse." I say.

"Wait... What song where you listening to?" Zayn asks.

"You've already asked me 10 questions." I say teasing.

"Oh, common!" Niall says.

"Okay... I think it was named 'One Thing'." I say. Both Louis and Harry smiles.

"Congratulations! You have choosed Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson." Liam says with a wierd, funny voice.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I grab Peters hand and we are just about to go when Harry catch hold of my other hand.

"Can I have your number before you go" He asks with a little too innocent voice.

"Ok" I say, then I say the numbers while he is texting them in his mobile.

"Are your named is spelled as it's pronuoced?" he's asking.

"Um no... It's spelled: E l y z e... But Rainbird is spelled as it sounds" I say smiling. 

"Bye!" Peter says when we leave.

 

When we got home mom has gone grocery-shopping. Peter asks if I want to watch 'Spoongebob' with him. I nod and we go to the living room. Isn't it kinda funny that kids can watch same episodes and the same movies over and over again? I'm just sitting here in the couch, watching a episode we've watched at least five times already, and Peter is still laughing because of the same old jokes. Okay I admit that I also do laugh, but it is mostly beacause Peter do and 'cause of Spoongebobs adorebleness. I actully often watch cartoons like these with Peter 'cause I think it's funny 

(like the 3 first times it's funny anyway)

 

Louis's point of view:

We'd just come home from Nandos when I started to think about the girl we'd met in the park... Elyze... I don't think she did recognize us. But it's good with a change sometimes, when you actully can walk wherever you want without people screaming and throwing carrots on you.

"Harry?" I say.

"What is it Lou?" he asks.

"You got Elyze's number, right?"

 

Elyzes Point of View:

"Liz, honey it's time for dinner" mom is calling from downstairs. We eat chicken with spaghetti and carrots. Of some reason I start thinking 'bout the guys in the park. "they seemed really sweet"

Mom starts talking about how expensive the prices on gasoline have been lately. She talks and talks, and it feels like she won't ever shut up.

"Mommy, okey the prices are high. But please can you be quiet for one minute?" I ask. Just after I said that I realise it was very rude.

"Well I'm sorry, but you don't seem to have something more important to talk about yourself." she says angrily.

"I'm sorry mom" I apologize. The good thing with my mom is that she knows when I actully mean things. She cheer up a bit and says "Yeah, I'm sorry too Liz... It's just that it have been much since your dad left and..." she begins but breaks out in tears before she could finish sentence. I hug her and whisper that it's going to be fine. "I hate dad! I hate him, I hate him, I hate him. What kind of man abandons his wife and two children?"

"Peter go and change to your night suit" I say.

"But it's still early!" He protests.

"Do as she says Peter" mom tells him warningly."Okay mom" he sights and then run of to his room.

"Can you read him a story? We both know he likes your stories the best" mom asks.

"Don't I usally do that?" I ask her back. I go to Peters room. He'd just finshed changing and brushing his teeth. 

"Winnie the pooh" he shouts happily when he sees me. I read and he falls asleep fast. I go to my room. I'm 'bout to unlock my phone when I see that the display says "1 new messages" I unlock the phone so I can read it.

It was from a unknown number. 

I smile as I reply back. "Sure :D at the park 10:30?"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Just behind a few trees I see five (very look-alike) guys and Peter. I walk fast up to them. When I've come closer I see that they don't have so much in common. One of them has brown curly hair and green eyes, the one standing next to him has clothes that makes it look like he own a boat. A blonde one who is eating a sandwich. The two last guys, a black-haired brown-eyed one (who looks like he probably fix his hair for at least a hour and a half every day) and a brown-haired serious looking one, is talking to Peter.

"Hi! I'm Liam Payne... You're Ellie, right?" says the serious looking one.

"Yeah... Hi..." I answer very quiet.

"Ellie, Ellie! Harry like cats too! Like I do!" Peter screams happy, and jumps up and down.

"Okay?" I say confused. The guy with curly hair grins widely.

"I'm Harry... Harry Styles." he says. The 'boat guy' looks at Harry, then he jumps and screams "I'M SUPERMAAAAAAN!" which is causing me to laugh.

"Superman over there can also be called Louis Tomlinson" says Liam.

"And you?" I ask pointing on the blond 'no longer sandwich eating' guy.

"Niall Horan" he answer shyly.

"Zayn Malik" the last one answer quickly. I smile.

"Well I'm Elyze Rainbird" I introduce myself. Peter runs right over to me.

"Thats a pretty name" Zayn says. I feel my checks turn red.

"Thanks" I answer. "Emm... Well I'm sorry if we've being bothering you..." I start to say, but being cut off by Louis. "It's ok, we don't have too much to do anyway"

"Yeah, really" Liam and Niall agrees. "Okay, but we gotta go now so..." I say don't caring 'bout finishing the sentence.

 

 

A/N: Hoppas andra kapitelet var bra :) okej jag ska nog skriva detta nu; varken Eleanor, Danielle eller Perri är med i den här novellen/fanfic. Men jag har defenetivt INGENTING emot dem. Men tyvärr så är de inte med för det skulle bli lite akward... Ni får se varför. Men tänkte bara skriva det nu så ni vet. Jag har faktiskt lite skuldkänslor för det... Hoppas ni står ut anyway! /Ebba

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Name: Elyze Cynthyah Rainbird (Elyze is pronunced Elise)

 

Nicknames: Liz, Ellie

 

Age: 17

 

Height:168,5 cm

 

Hair-colour: Red-brown

 

Eye-colour: Dark blue

 

 

Haii! My name's Elyze, but people mostly call me Liz :) I'm just another ordinary person... I live with my mom and my very, very annoying little-bro Peter(who is 5) in London :) We have a cat also who is named Butterfly for some reason, I don't know why, it was Peter who named her (He LOVES cats);D Anyway, that was just a little short (VERY SHORT!) introduction of me, bye! :)

 

 

 

A/N: It's always Elyze's p.o.v if I don't write something else. Italic text is thoughts. Hope you'll like it <3 /Bebsta' :)

 

 

 

You know "those days" right? That kind of days when things turns out exactly the opposite of what you expect? It seeems like it's happening to people I know much, like when they took the wrong bus and ended up in the middle of nowhere or by mistake bought the wrong hair-product that made their hair look green and slimy or they mabye were lucky and won on a lottery. Somehow, when you have been living 17 years in this world and your life looks just the same every day, when "those days" never happend to you, when you not even imagine it'll happen, you stop beliving in them. In your eyes "those days" doesn't exsists, it's just bad/good luck, in your eyes there's no such a word as 'fate' or 'destiny'. That was how I saw life when I woke up this morning. I guess I was wrong...

 

"Ellie! Ellie! Wake up! Mom said that you are going with me to the park!" Peter is shouting of excitement while he is shaking my arm.

"If you don't stop shaking my arm I'm not gonna wake up...I'll sleep all day instead and no-one will take you to the park!" I threathens and he immediatly stops shaking my arm."Thank you, now get out of my so I can get dressed."

 

 

About an half-hour later we're heading to the park. It's still very early and it's almost no people there at all. I'm checking the time on my mobile, it's showing 09:47. Suddently I can't see Peter anywere. He'd let go of my hand as soon as he saw the park and now he's gone! I look around and getting more and more nervous when I don't find him were he usally hides. Some people are talking somewhere near. Aginst all logics I choose my stupedity and walk towards the sound. 

 

 

 

 

 A/N Hoppas ni gillar första kapitlet :) Men jag kommer inte ha så långa kapitel för att jag skriver på engelska. Love ya all <3 hehe Elsa skrev typ också det men... Jag kommer antagligen inte lägga ut nåt mer ikväll så... Lepruchauns and Unicorns ;) /Ebba