Chapter 44...
Harrys Point of View:
I knock on Ellies door, I already know what I'm going to tell her and I hope she'll forgive me, even though she probably wont. But it isn't Elli who opens, it's a old lady.
"Hello, I'm Harry... Are Elyze home?" I ask.
"No she isn't, and I have no idea where she is, I haven't seen her since the funeral" She answers and slam the door. "What?"
I drive over to Louis and Niall's place hoping that she'll be there but probably she wont. I ring the doorbell. Niall opens.
"Uh... Uhm... Hi" I say.
"What is it now?" Niall asks coldly.
"I need to talk with Elyze" I say.
"Well, I don't think she wants to talk with you... Actully no-one in this house wants to talk with you" He says.
"Please I have to talk with her" I say.
"Fine, but I won't wish you any luck with it" He says. He leaves and a few minutes later he's back with Ellie, who doesn't seems so happy to see me.
"Hey Ellie" I say.
"Don't call me that" She answers angrily.
"Look I'm so sorry..." I start to say.
"Well you better be, and you should apologize to Louis, not to me!" She almost yells. I see that she's about to cry and I feel guilt for making her sad. For hurting Louis. For f***ing up everything.
"You know Eve?" I ask.
"Yeah, and you should stay away from her!" She says and starts to cry. "...And the worst of all this is that it's not your fault"
"What?" I ask confused.
"If I hadn't met you guys in the park... If Louis hadn't kissed me... If I hadn't invited you over" She sobs.
"This is not your fault, you didn't know" I say, trying to comfort her.
"Yes it is, well..." She begins to say.
"Well what?"
"I'm not mad at you... You should be mad at me" She says.
A/N: Sorry för jättedålig uppdatering :( det är faktiskt pga skolan som jag ibte hunnit, det är inte nåt jag bara skriver för att ha en ursäkt, dessutom har jag ofta varit för trött/ inte haft iPaden med mig.
A/N: Sorry för jättedålig uppdatering :( det är faktiskt pga skolan som jag ibte hunnit, det är inte nåt jag bara skriver för att ha en ursäkt, dessutom har jag ofta varit för trött/ inte haft iPaden med mig.
Anyway så äre school today... Jag gillar och ogillar onsdagar... Gillar för att vi slutar två, och ogillar för att vi har idrott. Ochnu äre inte bara så att jag råkar hata idrott, (och är dålig på det) vi måste ju självklart också ha en lärare som är elak :( (alla hatar honom...)
Förresten verkar det som om nya säsongen av Glee har börjat, MÅSTE SE :) okej så luv yah people <3
/Bebsta' ;D
Chapter 43
Elyzes Point of View:
"Are we going to meet them? Today?" I ask Zayn excited and nervous. Well I look forward to meet Danielle, but it's enough to see Megan every day at school.
"Yeah" He answers.
"Am I bothering you?" I ask.
"Hey I didn't know you were home yet" Louis yells when he sees me.
"Here I am" I say and give him a kiss on the cheeck.
"Awww" He pouts. I giggle and kiss him on the mouth.
"No one can resist superman" Zayn says.
I, Louis and Zayn had cooked dinner and we're waiting for Niall, Megan, Liam and Daielle to come. We don't expect Harry to show up. Someone knocks on the door and Zayn opens immeadiately.
"Vas Happenin'?" He says. I hear a girl giggle and Liam chuckle.
"Hi" Liam says as he walks in the kitchen."Lou, Ellie, this is Danielle... Danielle this is Louis and Elyze"
"Hello" Louis and I says at the same time.
"And this is Zayn" Liam says pointing at Zayn. Someone opens the front door. "And now she comes..." I grab Louis arm and we walk out in the hallway.
"Hey" Niall says. But the girl with him isn't Megan... It's her stepsister Amy. "Ha! That explains a lot... But I don't remember her so well"
"Hi, I'm Louis and this is Elyze" Louis says.
"Yeah... Lou, Ellie, this is Amy" Niall introduces us.
"Hello" She says quietly. "Now I remember why I never talked to her..."
"We made food" Louis says with a grinn.
"Huh... Okey" Niall says. I smile. We walk in to the kitchen where everybody is introduced to each other again, and then we eat.
"So...Amy, how's Megan?" I ask, trying to start a conversation.
"As bitchy as ever" She replies bitterly. "I already like her..."
"Do you guys know each other?" Liam asks.
"Yeah... I used to hang with her stepsister" I answer.
"Used to?" Zayn asks.
"Whatever, it's a long story" I say.
"Let's talk about something else" Danielle suggests. Liam nods.
"Okay" I say.
"So... are you two in the same grade?" Zayn asks and Amy starts to blush.
"Uhm... No... I'm younger than her" She says.
"Oh" Louis says "And I just thought that you were really short"
"Louis" Niall says warningly and glares at him.
"Wait... So how old are you Amy?" Amy looks at Niall.
"I'm fifteen" She says.
"What?" Zayn says.
"Hey, actully it's only four years between them, Louis are three years older than Ellie..." Liam says.
"And I'm five years older tham Liam" Danielle says. "IT'S DIFFERENT!" I look at Louis who seems to think what I think.
"Yeah age is just a number, right?" Niall says.
Danielles Point of View:
It seems like everybody is taking it very serious that Amy is four years younger than Niall. Okay it IS diffrent with their relationship and ours, but so what? If she makes Niall happy, the rest of the band should be happy too. At least Liam seems to take it chill... If he's not acting. I think this is the reaction they didn't want from us, but they figured out it would be like this...
"So how did you and Ellie meet?" I ask Louis.
"Her brother got... Ehm lost and he found us... Well kind of" Louis says.
"Okay" I answer.
"Hey isn't there a fift member of the band?" Amy asks. They guys all look very uncomforteble and Elli looks at Louis.
"Yeah Harry" Ellie mumbles. Lou grabs her hand under the table.
"I'll tell you later" Liam whispers in my ear.
A/N: Ello :) Fett tired today :(... Well well... I demna A/N hade jag tänkt att skriva om saker som har med novellen att göra:
A/N: Ello :) Fett tired today :(... Well well... I demna A/N hade jag tänkt att skriva om saker som har med novellen att göra:
1. Eleanor är inte med och kommer inte va med sen heller (hon och Louis är sjuuukt adoreble tillsammans, jag vet)
2. Det kommer va mest om Ellie/Lou och Amy/Niall i nåra kapitel... Ska börja skriva mer om Hazza/Eve, Adam/Blaise, Liam/Danielle och Zayn sen...
3. Min engelska är inte så bra så det får alla som vill läsa stå ut med + att google traslate är sämst.
4. Har med många inte 1D relaterade karaktärer men om det stör får ni väl kommentera och säga att jag ska skriva mindre om dem.
5. Jag fick ideén om hur Niall och Amy skulle träffas av låten Payphone av Maroon 5.
6. Jag vet att jag är dålig på att beskriva saker & säga vad folk gör, därför skriver jag mest dialoger.
7. Denna novell lär bli fett lång... Eller så äre bara det att kapitlena är jättekorta...
8. Många ideér har jag fått av Elsa (för att hon är azum, duuuh)
Så typ så äre :) jaja om ni undrar nåt, kommentera då! För alla som gillar böcker: just nu läser jag:
1. Tystnaden i bruset av Patrick Ness
2. House of Night 3: Utvald av P.C och Kristin Cast
3. Miss Peregrine's hom for peculair children av Ransom Riggs
4. Fire av Kristin Cashore
5. Wither av Lauren Destefano (har iofs tagit en paus där men iaf)
6. City of Ashes av Cassandra Clare (har tagit en paus på den med...)
Anyway that's wazzup :) Luv yah <3 /Bebsta, ;D
My body feels I'm on my knees praying- chapter 41 & 42+ personbeskrivning
Elyzes Point of View:
"That was amazing" Louis whispers in my ear. I giggle a little.
"No... That's Zayns word, remember?" I say. He chuckles.
"I don't need any words" He says and kisses my neck. Suddently someone opens the door.
"Oh shit" He mumbles and we run into his bedroom with our clothes in our hands.
"Hello" Niall shouts. Louis puts on the shower.
Eves Point of View:
"Where are you going?" Mom asks as I open the door. "I've got to hurry so she don't sees me in this dress! I don't want to be grounded forever!"
"Just out" I answer.
"Ok, but be home for dinner" Mom says. I roll my eyes and leave the house. I walk happily to the place I and Harry are supposed to meet at. When I see him I smile.
"Hey Harry!" I say.
"Ooh see who's comming here, 'miss-sweet-innocent-girl'" He says looking at the dress I'm wearing.
"Stop starring Mr." I say acting annoyed.
"I thought you liked me" He said fake crying. I laugh and so does he. We walk to a cafe nearby.
"So do you have any siblings?" I ask him.
"Yes, a older sister named Gemma, and you?" He answers.
"Yeah a little brother" I say.
"That's cool" He says.
"Hey I heard you're in a band?" I ask and smile.
"Yep... You heard? From who?" He asks.
"My brother... Who heard it from his friend... Uh... Who's dating one of your bandmates... If that wasn't a joke" I say.
"Elyze?" He asks starring at me.
"Yeah... So it's true huh?" I say. He keeps starring, but suddently he stands up.
"Gotta go, I'll text you later"
Adams Point of View:
School morning... 'Yeeeeeay'... The morning you feel so sad because the summer is over. (well kind of) The first day is the worst. It's the day when the bullies decide if they'll bully you or leave you alone. I don't think they'll say a single word to me this year either, but I'm still a little nervous. 'fun, fun, fun'
"Hello class" Our new techer says as he walks in the classroom.
"Hello" A few people mumble back, but most of the class don't care to answer.
"I'm Max Cole, your new class teacher. Well start to with checking that everybody is here" The teacher says and starts to look over the list."Adam Johnson... Are you here Adam?"
"Huh...I mean... Yes" I say confused. Ellie, who sits next to me giggles a little. This is going to be a long day...
I just got out from Spanish-class, it was my last class today. When I go to my locker I see the football-team beating up a new guy.
"Hey, stop it" I shout.
"Or else? What are you going to do gay-boy?" The leader, Anthony asks sarcasticlly.
"Would you really like a fight aginst me?" I say. I see his eyes widen, because we both know he wouldn't have a chance aginst me. But all of them togheter wouldn't be so fun...
"Let's go" Anthony saysand they leave. I walk over to the guy and help him up.
"Thanks" He says.
"No problem" I answer with a smile. "I haven't seen you here before... Are you new?"
"Yeah, my family moved here just a week ago from Dublin" He answers. "And that explains the accent"
"Well I'm Adam by the way" I say.
"Blaise" He says and smiles. We both stand there quiet."Akward silence" we laugh and walk togheter home. That boy is very diffrent from any other person I've ever met...
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Name: Blaise Joshua Wilson
Age: 18
Height: 170,2 cm
Hair-colour: Black
Eye-colour: Grey
Siblings: Alex(22)
Favorite Colour: Violet
Status: Single
Hi I'm Blaise. I just moved here from Ireland. And I'm sure I'll have a pretty good time here in London, even though some people don't seem to like me... And some people seems very sweet. Haha I'm sure I'll find friends I'll get along with very well! I think I like a special someone but schh, don't tell ;)Hmm and... Oh yeah I'm as straight as Harry Styles hair (I'm a huge directioner, even though I don't tell anyone about it) I wanna be a fashion-designer but that is something no-one ever going to find out. That's it :)
A/N: Ello people :) Fredag and that's azum llr hur? :) Har inte så mkt att skriva 2day... Ska till Liseberg imorron förresten yeay yeay. Well luv yah <3/Bebsta' ;D
My body feels I'm on my knees praying- chapter 39 och 40
Elyzes Point of View:
Louis drove me to the house where the girl lives. I walk up to the door and ring the doorbell. And the person who opens is... Megan.
"Uhm... Hi" I say akwardly.
"What do yah want?" She asks annoyed and rudely.
"A friend of mine wanted me to deliver these flowers" I say and give her the bouquet.
"Okay..." She says and slam the door in my face.
"Who was that?" Louis asks when I get in the car.
"Megan Bailey Abbot, my ex-bff" I answer coldly.
Amys Point of View:
"Who was it?" I ask Meg.
"You know that pathetic girl I used to hang with? Elyze... She 'deliverd' some flowers" She answers.
"To who?" I ask.
"How the hell am I supposed to know?" She answers.
"Woah sorry diva-queen" I mutter.
"Excuse me!?" She says. "And it's on..."
"Well nothin', can I see that note on the flowers?" I ask and she hands me the bouquet. I read the little card on the flowers;"Amy :) Go to the swings in the park across the street from your house, it'll be another note there /Niall xoxo"
"Someone is blind enough to like poor Amy... Or maybye he only feel bad for you because you're so short and god damn ugly"
"Oh shut up Meg, at least I'm not as tall as a skyscraper and as fat as you" I say put on my shoes and leaves the house with her inside it, in the hallway really pissed. Or jealous.
I walk out to the swings and there a find another note, folded with my name on the ouside."Amy :) I hope I'm not boring you. Go to the fountain at the other side of the park for the next note/Niall Xoxo" I smile and walk fast across the park. When I see the fountain I start running until I'm there. "Amy :) Turn around/Niall Xoxo" I turn around, and there's Niall, he have a guitar with him.
He smiles and start to sing and play.
When the song is over I can't find any words to say. If angels exsists I'm now sure that he is one. Except for the wings. And the halo.
"Um... That's it..." He says.
"Wowthat'sthemostbeatifulthingIeverheard" I say very quick.
"Can you slow down? I didn't really get that" He asks. I take a deep breath.
"That's the most beatiful thing I ever heard" I say.
"Thanks" He says with a smile."I named it 'Hello Beatiful'..."
"You wrote that song?" I ask.
"Yeah"
"That's awesome" I say.
"Hmm... You really didn't get the point with the song?" He asks.
"What?"
"Aaaw you of course" He says.
"You wrote a song about me?" I ask and smile.
Elyzes Point of View:
"Are you really sure it's her?" Louis asks once again.
"Yes I am, we've known each other since we were in second grade" I say annoyed.
"Ok" He sights. "Well if she makes Niall happy so..."
"Sure" I mumble sarcastically.
"So school starts after the weekend?" Louis asks as we sit down on the couch.
"Yup" I say.
"I'll be bored when you're in school" He says.
"That's okay, my grades will be terrible 'cause you're the only thing I care to think about" I say a bit serious. He chukles.
"Nah that wont happen, if you can't concentrate in school I'll simply help you study after school" He says and smiles.
"Haha...there's a lot of other things I'd rather study with you" I say and he starts to grin.
"Oh yeah?" He asks. I lean over to kiss him.
A/N: Oooh I kept what I promised! Haha typ :) Har en fett tråkig skoldag imorron, först NO(vilket jag iofs gillar men iaf) sen bild(jag har varken kreativitet eller skills, belive me) sen SO i en 1h & 25 min(det är kul, men lite väl länge kanske) och sen lunch(inte ett ämne jag vet!) sen Spanish(jag kan INTE uttala ett enda ord) och sist English(som jag älskar, men ogillar läraren lite granna hehe) Ja det av mitt schema på torsdagar... Kul va? Nee ni bryr er nog inte ens men iaf... Gtg för jag ska äta nu, luv yah/Bebsta' ;D
My body feels I'm on my knees praying- chapter 37 & 38 +personbeskrivningar
Nialls Point of View:
When we'd eat and I'd payed the bill we left the resturant. It's getting dark outside and kinda cold.
Amy, who'd been really shy at first had 'came out of her shell'.
"Do you wanna go for a walk?" I ask.
"Sure" She says. We walk a while and talk about almost everything,we get on really well togheter.
"So... Are you studying?" I ask.
"Yeah" She says.
"That's... Cool..." I say slowly.
"Eh... Was that good or bad?" She asks.
"I don't know..." I say feeling really stupid."But what I do know is that you're really beatiful" She stares at me. The next thing that happend is that my lips clashes aginst hers. For a moment it feels like she answers the kiss, but she pulls away quikly. I feel a little disapointend.
"Did I do something wrong?" I ask.
"No! It's just... Um..." She says.
"What?"
"Oh god..." She whispers.
"What is it? You can tell me" I say confident.
"Maybye I should have thought about this earlier, but... I might be too young for you, not that it bother me at all... But ehm... I don't know 'bout you" She says blushing lightly and stares at the ground.
"How old are you?" I ask, hoping she's overreacting.
"Just turned 15" She whispers, still starring at the ground.
"Oh" I breathe.
"God, I'm so sorry" She says.
"You know what? It doesn't matter so much to me either" I say.
"Really?... Woah" She says and smiles again. I love her smile. No, I love her.As if she can read my mind she says:"I really like you" I lean in to kiss her again, and this time she answers it gladly. "It's gotta be yooooou, only yoooou"
Amys Point of View:
I just had a date with Niall Horan! Woah... But I actully like him. And not only because he's
famous. I sit beside him in the car and I'm litterly starring at his gorgeus eyes. His smile is so cute. I think he knows that I'm starring, 'cause he have a really smug grin on his face. Or maybye not. "Who are you trying to fool Amy? Of course he wouldn't fall for you! You're only a stupid young school-girl!"
"Is this your house?" He asks and interrupt my thoughts. I nod.
"Eh... I had a lovley night..." I say and his face lit up.
"Yeah me too... I'll call you" He says and gives me a quick kiss.
"Mhm" I say in euphoria. He opens the car-door for me and I giggle because he's being such a gentleman.
Elyzes Point of View:
"Ellie" Someone whispers in my ear with a Irish-accent. Someone named Niall. "I WANT TO SLEEP!"
"Shut up, I'm sleeping" I mutter.
"Really? I didn't knew that you talk in your sleep" He teases.
"I hate you" I say. Fun conversation, wonder why Louis don't wake up while we're talking.
"I love you too" He says.
"You what?!!?!" Louis shouts angrily and sits up.
"Not litterly, I mean like a sister" Niall excuses fast. Louis and I both burst out laughing.
"You don't have a sister Niall" Louis says matter of factly.
"What has that to do with anything?" I ask.
"Well nothing" Niall mumbles.
"So why did you wake me?" I ask.
"Could you do me a favour?" He asks and smiles.
"Like what?"
"Deliver some flowers... To a girl" He answers embarassed.
"Ooooh Niall have you found your special someone?" I tease him. He blushes and looks away. I and Louis laughs again, and agree about delevering those flowers.
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Name: Amy Justine Bells
Nicknames: JB
Age: 15
Height: 159,2 cm
Hair-colour: Choclate brown
Eye-colour: Dark brown, almost black
Siblings: Aileen(13) & Alyssa(10)-dads wifes children: Megan(18) & Dylan(2)
Favorite colour: Turquise
Status: Single
Hey! I'm Amy, but my bff's calls me JB. I live here in London with my parents and two siblings. My parents are divorced but it works pretty well anyway. My dad is remarried with a woman who have a daugther and they have a son togheter. Dads wife's ok, but her daughter is a maredream, I'm glad that dad and mom think I'm big enough to choose what parent I'll live at, what time. I don't want to bore you guys, so thats it :)
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Name: Megan Bailey Abbot
Nicknames: Meg
Hair-Colour: White and Pink (dyed ofc)
Eye-colour: brown
Siblings: Dylan (2)-moms husbands kids: Amy(15) Aileen(13) & Alyssa(10)
Favorite colour: Black and white
Status: Dating (Anthony)
Hello! I've got 1 thing to say: Don't mess with me, ok?
A/N: sorry för dålig uppdatering och promises I didn't keep... Har lite bråttom nu så... Luv yah <3/Bebsta';D
Sorry för tomt inlägg... AGAIN!!!!
Nialls Point of View:
"That u gave me ur number was probably a mistake and I still can't belive it... Hm... Im Amy btw :)" The text on the screen is hypnotising me and I sit breathless on my bed. Amy... I text her back:"Nope, no mistake! Do u wanna go on a date 2nite? ;)" she relpies almost ideamitley. "Yeah sure... So wierd... Niall James Horan asks me on a date... When & where?" I laugh when I see that she knows my middle name. But she didn't fangirl infront of me so maybye she isn't so dedicated. I hope... I answer her with a smile on my face."U know my middle name? Haha =P... I'll pick you up at eight at the payphone we met at the first time?" she replies as fast as the last time: "Sure"
I drove to the payphone we'd met at last time. I arrive early but she is earlier. She is wering a short blue dress and her hair is perfectly 'Hollywood curls'. She is barley wearing any make-up at all.
"Hi" I say.
"Ehm..H-hi" She answers starring at me.
"Are you a big fan?" I ask.
"Kinda... B-but my sisters are r-really d-dedicated" She stutters.
"Ok" I say.
"Um... W-where are we g-going?" She asks quietly.
"Thats a suprise" I say and smile. We sit in the car and I drive to the resturant I've selected. We walk inside. We sit down at a table and order our food.
"So... As you know my middle name and last name, whats yours?" I ask. She giggles low and smile.
"My name is Amy Justine Bells" She says and keeps smiling.
"Justine Bells?" I ask. She looks away with a light pink colour on her cheecks.
"Yeah... Guess what my friends call me" She says and roll her eyes.
"Are you a beliber?" I ask."Well I'm one" She laughs.
"Yep... So my friends usally call me JB" She smiles again. This girl is really adoreble. I think I'm in love...
A/N: Here's kapitel 34!!!!! Hope you still like :) Så... Idag äre fredag YEAY!!!!! Haha nä men jag har sett fram emot helgen faktiskt. Håller på att läsa 'Eld' just nu av Mats Strandberg & Sara Bergmark Elfgren. Jag fattar inte hur jag kunnat vänta så länga innan jag började läsa den. Luv it <3 Däremot har jag inte kommit så långt på mina andra böcker...(Vampire Academy, Wither, City of Ashes & Fire(fortsättningen på graceling)) Hm... Har inge bråttom idag för jag börjar nio och klockan är ju typ bara 7 så... Åh juste! Vet ni en så sjuuuuuuukt onödig sak? Vi har vår tidigaste sluttid på onsdagar! Vi slutar typ 15:05 på fredagar men på onsdagar slutar vi typ 14:00.... Gawd va jag stör mig på det! Idrott idag, ett ämne jag inte är så bra på... Och bild! Fast vi har ju iofs spanska, engelska, svenska & So idag så jag överlever ;) hahahahahahaha.... Kay så nu ska jag läsa en stund innan skolan, Luv yah <3
A/N: Here's kapitel 34!!!!! Hope you still like :) Så... Idag äre fredag YEAY!!!!! Haha nä men jag har sett fram emot helgen faktiskt. Håller på att läsa 'Eld' just nu av Mats Strandberg & Sara Bergmark Elfgren. Jag fattar inte hur jag kunnat vänta så länga innan jag började läsa den. Luv it <3 Däremot har jag inte kommit så långt på mina andra böcker...(Vampire Academy, Wither, City of Ashes & Fire(fortsättningen på graceling)) Hm... Har inge bråttom idag för jag börjar nio och klockan är ju typ bara 7 så... Åh juste! Vet ni en så sjuuuuuuukt onödig sak? Vi har vår tidigaste sluttid på onsdagar! Vi slutar typ 15:05 på fredagar men på onsdagar slutar vi typ 14:00.... Gawd va jag stör mig på det! Idrott idag, ett ämne jag inte är så bra på... Och bild! Fast vi har ju iofs spanska, engelska, svenska & So idag så jag överlever ;) hahahahahahaha.... Kay så nu ska jag läsa en stund innan skolan, Luv yah <3
"Love doesn't come in a minute, sometimes it doesn't come at all. I only know that when I'm in it. It isn't silly, no it isn't silly, love isn't silly at all" /Bebsta' ;D
My body feels I'm on my knees praying- chapter 36
Nialls Point of View:
My body feels I'm on my knees praying- chapter 34 & 35 +personbeskrivningar
Elyzes Point of View:
I wake up, still holding Louis hand. The storm is over but it's still dark outside. It's probably in the middle of the night. I check that Louis is breathing before I do anything else.
"Louis?" I say and presses his hand lightly. Nothing happens. I put my arms around him. "Lou" I try again. I look for my phone. I find it. I look at the screen where the text says: "One missed call" I check the number. It's the one from the hospital. "OH. MY. GOD! It must be good news!... I haven't even visited her for days and I wasn't even there... It can't be happening!" I decide to call 112, (A/N: osäker igen om det är rätt men det står det på nätet...& vet dessutom inte vad som händer om man ringer dit så...) and a guy answers directly.
"Hello, whats your name and what happend?" He asks.
"My name is Elyze and me and my boyfriend was out driving like some hours ago... I don't know how long ago... So we were driving here on the highway and suddently we run out of gas, then a lightning hit our car... And um the emergency is that my boyfriends is unconsious" I say quikly.
"I see... So do you know where you are?" He asks.
"No"
"There are no road-signs?" He asks.
"No" I answer again.
"Okay, so we are gonna track your phone, it'll take about three minutes so hang on" He says.
"Ok" I breathe. Still holding the phone I try to wake Louis again. He still don't wake and I sight again.
"We're finished now, we'll be where you are in about twenty minutes, don't go anywhere. Make sure that your boyfriend keep breathing and that he's warm. That's pretty much all advise I can give you right now. If you need anything, don't hesitate to call again. Oh and is there any persons we should message?"
"Yes please, could you call our friend Niall Horan and tell him that we're okay?" I ask.
"Yes we could do that... Can you tell us Mr.Horans number?"
Nialls Point of View:
"What did they say?" Liam asks.
"That Ellie and Lou have been hit by a lightning" I say. I'm really tired and the clock is two in the morning.
"What? Are they okay?" Zayn asks chocked.
"Louis is uncounsious right now and they're waiting for someone to come and pick them up."
"And all this because of a stupid table" Liam says.
"We all learned a lesson, never buy tables" Zayn tries to joke but nobody laughes.
Louis Point of View:
"Louis" People screams everywhere. I sink into the cold deep blue water. I try to swim but I can't move. White lights flash infront of my eyes. I hear sirens in the distance. I see a lots of memories. My audition for x-factor.When we wer put togheter as a band. Video diaries. Interviews. America-tour. It's all a blurry mess in my head. But there are a few clear memories too. And she's in all of them.
Elyzes Point of View:
My life is over. No actully not mine, but moms. I can't belive I've been so selfish. I haven't even visited her and now she's gone. I should have texted her or called at least every day, but now it's too late. And with Louis uncounsious in front of me eyes right now don't bring me in a better moode. The doctor and nurses really have trying to make me go home and sleep, but I keep refusing it. If I'm gonna lose someone more I at least gonna be there.
I'm half asleep when I see he opens his eyes.
"Louis" I say loud and happily.
"Elyze" He whipers in a low tone. I almost run over to him and sit down next to his bed. I kiss him slowly and he answers it passionatley. We pull away and stares into each others eyes. A pefect moment that needs no words. Perfect because of him.
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Name: Adam Noah Johnson
Age: 17, soon 18
Height: 179,8 cm
Hair-colour: Blonde with brown highlights
Eye-colour: Brown
Siblings:Eve
Favorite colour: Light purple
Status: Single
Hi! I'm Adam. I live in London with my parents and big sis. In the future I'd like to be a teacher for kids in pre-school. And I'd like my parents to accept who I am... Well soon I'll get an own apartment. Aaah why do I have one year left in school? Hope it'll be 'fun'. "Haha hahahaha haha ha"...sure...
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Name: Eve Maria Johnson
Age: 19
Height: 162 cm
Hair-colour: Blonde
Eye-colour: like somewhere between blue and violet.
Siblings: Adam
Favorite colour: Green
Status: Single
Hello I'm Eve :) I live in London with my family. I'm studying to become a doctor/nurse but that's not what I want to be, I'd rather be an artist because I love to paint and draw. Hope my parents wont be too mad if I drop off... But I never wanted this education in the first place. Suppose I can do both... Maybye....
A/N: Haii :) school today... Again :( äre helt zeppat om man redan tröttnat? Jag har det fast kanske inte riktigt på skolan, utan min klass... Är typ helt sure att ingen i min klass läser detta så.... Men om nån av er gör det så skrev jag absolut inte det där för att va elak. Well well slutar 2 idag så det är väl bara bra. 2 citat som passar mitt humör:
A/N: Haii :) school today... Again :( äre helt zeppat om man redan tröttnat? Jag har det fast kanske inte riktigt på skolan, utan min klass... Är typ helt sure att ingen i min klass läser detta så.... Men om nån av er gör det så skrev jag absolut inte det där för att va elak. Well well slutar 2 idag så det är väl bara bra. 2 citat som passar mitt humör:
"When you see my face hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell. When you walk my way hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you. When you this song you sing along but you never tell. Then you're a fool I'm just as well hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell"
"Just go ahead hate in me, run your mouth so everyone can hear. Hit me with the worst you got knock me down, baby I don't care. Just keep it up and soon enough you'll figure out: you wanna be, you wanna be a loser like me. A loser like me"
Luv yah/Bebsta' ;D
My body feels I'm on my knees praying- Chapter 33
Zayns Point of View:
Louis got Elyze, Liams got Danielle. (yeah they're officaly a couple now, and they're adoreble) Niall has this strange girl who he doesn't know her name and Harry I don't know about. He shows up when he has to and he prefers to don't answer questions so much except for in interviews. When people ask why he isn't so much toghter with us (on pictures they've seen, taken by paparazzis or in media) we say he's really busy with other things. Life goes on well and is pretty much normal. One good thing with Harry is that it seems like he almost gotten over Elyze.
Elyzes Point of View:
"What kind of table?" I ask Louis.
"A kitchen table" He answers.
"So we're going to drive for like three hours there and three hours back to get Liams and Zayns kitchen table?" I ask, finally understanding what he meant.
"Yup, so we better get going" He says.
When we got the table and started driving back it started raining. Unluckily for us the we've choosen the highway on our way back. The covering (A/N: Har no idea va sjutton täckning heter på eng) is terrible and I get very frustrated about it. Suddently we run out of gas. In the middle of nowhere. Litterly.
"What are we gonna do?" I ask.
"We can try to call someone" He says and picks up his phone."Oh crap... My phone has no battery, how is yours?"
"Mine is fuel... But it have barley no cover at all" I say. "I can try to call, but who?"
"Someone of the lads" I dial the number to Liam. One signal.Two signals. No answer. I try with Niall, he isn't answering either. I sight and look out at the sky. They sky is black of all the storm-clouds. I'm starting to dial Zayns number when a lightning hit the car. I grab Louis hand but fall into the darkness.
A/N: Morning everybody :) school today yay! Jag tycker att det gick helt ok igår even though att jag inte är helt nöjd med min spanska grupp och klass... Ska inte nämna nåra namn.
Vi har klassfoto idag och folk ba: Andra dan? Whaaaat?...
Och så äre ju sååååå viktigt att tänka på vad man ska ha på sig.... Lol ne det tycker inte jag men iaf. Åh juste, vi skulle bli ihop-parade med folk som vi INTE känner så vi kan lära känna dem bättre och min lärare parade ihop mig och en person i min gamla klass och det vart ju lite wierd men det funkar väl. En annan sak som alla tycker är helt crazy är att vi kommer börja ca 8:30 varje dag och sluta ca 15:30 och alla tyckte att det va jättelänge... Om man tänker på hur mkt rast vi får äre inte så länge faktiskt. Luv yah iaf <3
"I'm forever yours, faithfully" /Bebsta' ;D
Моето тело се чувствува јас сум на колена молејќи- поглавје 31 & 32
Adams Point of View:
Ellie had told me about her boyfriend, Louis. She always been a terrible describer but we watched some videos. He's in some kind of a band called 'One Direction' and have a extremly talanted singing voice. "Pity that he's straight... Well I'm happy for Ellie though"
When Ellie went home I kept watching videos and I really start to like this band... Feels like I've been living under a rock all summer and it would probably been twice as fun as my summer was but... 'Complaining does no diffrence' as my aunt Margaret would say. When I just started to watch the video again when Eve walks in my room.
"Hi" She says. "What are you watching?"
"Just some videos... Did you know that Ellie has a boyfriend? And he's famous" I ask.
"No I didn't know... Hey let me see" She says and sits down next to me. She watches it and I see she doesn't like the video. But suddently she frezez. She's sitting next to me and starring like an idiot.
"Eve?" I say and flap my hand in front of her eyes.
"I met that guy today" She says chocked.
"A world famous guy from a well-known boyband? Eve you better make up better stories to tell..." I say.
"No I'm serious... And you know that argument is stupid! Ellie told you about this band today and that she's dating one of them, and you rather belive her than me?" She says with a fake hurt tone.
"Oh come on, she wouldn't lie" I say.
"What ever... But I did meet him, I swear!" She says.
"Yeah and I have a sparkling multi-coloured smurf under my bed"
"Oh god" She muttres and leaves.
Eves Point of View:
Of course Adam wouldn't belive me... Annoying as hell... Harry please call for gods sake! I'm going crazy here.
Nialls Point of View:
I and Liam is taking a walk in the city. It's people everywhere, very crowded and fans stop us all the time. After a while they actully let us be.
"What about we take some pictures... I mean even though we live here..." Liam starts to say.
"The fans would love pics of us, yeah" I finish. We go look for somewhere to take a picture.
"What about that old payphone?" I ask.
"Yeah thats a good idea" Liam agrees. We walk to the payphone and starts to take a lots of pics.
"Um... Excuse me?" A girl behind us says. Probably a fan. I turn around and sees the most beatiful girl I've ever seen. Her hair is long and curly and has a choclaty light-brown colour, her eyes is dark-dark brown, almost black. She's kinda short but thin. She notice that I stare so she says:"Is something wrong... I... I just wanted to know if I could take a picture of that payphone?" I nod.
"Y-yeah of coure... S-sure" I say stuttering. She smiles and we move. Liam nudges me lightly in the side and gives me a 'Oooh-someones-little-nervous?' look. I glare at him then I look at the girl again.
"Thanks" She says. "Ehm... I know you guys probably want some privacy, like without a lots of fans everywhere but uh...could I... Can I get an autograph?" She asks.
"Yeah sure" I say. Luckily I have both a pencil and a paper. I hand Liam so he can write first. Then I write: "Niall ____(his number) I'm sure that you wont leak it :)" When I give it to her she first looks a kinda confused that I gave her my number but then she thank us and leave.
"What was that?" Liam asked.
"What?"
"She looked very confused when you gave her that paper" He says.
"Oh... no that was nothing" I lie. I'm sure he doesn't belive me.
A/N: Hej :) Så today äre första dan i sjuan & I belive that det kommer bli ett azum år actully. Fortfarande inte så nervous och det är ju bra :) ska åka om en stund men mitt alarm ringde typ 6:30 imorse så jag kan chilla lite innan eftersom jag typ redan är klar "host". Det kmr väl bli 'kul' i skolan men är jag the only one som är lite lessen över att sommarlovet är slut? Så tragiskt buhu :( haha :) Gawd va seg jag känner mig nu men man kmr väl in i "Rätt rutin". Ska försöka att hinna skriva på novellen och uppdatera oxå even thogh det känns som om skoldagarna kmr bli jättelånga. Well well thats it :) Luv yah <3 ok 2 citat ur 2 låtar:
"It's something unpredicteble but in the end it's right, I hope you'll have the time of your life"
"You can't always get what you want, but if you try sometime, well you just might find; you get what you need" /Bebster ;D
My body feels I'm on my knees praying- chapter 29 & 30
Elyzes Point of View:
I knock on the door to Adams house and his mom opens.
"Hello Elyze, how nice it is to see you. Come in, he is probably in his room" She says over-enthusiastically. I smile and walk in. I meet his sister Eve when she walks out from his room.
"Hi" I say.
"Hello" She replies.
"Hey Ellie" Adam says and gives me a hug. "How has your summer been?"
"Great...and yours?" He gives me a 'what-do-you-think' look.
"Okay..." He says loud enough so his mother can hear him."Tell me the best and the worst"
"Hm... The best must be when I met Louis... And the worst is probably when mum find out she's got cancer..."
"Really? Is she going to be okay?" He asks. I shake my head."Aww... Hey who's Louis?"
"My boyfriend" I say and his eyes widens. He mouths 'Tell me later, when mom can't hear' I smile and nod.
"Adam, Elyze do you want some cake? It's just finished" His mom calls.
"I told her not to bake" He whispers. We walk out to the kitchen.
"So how have your summer been?" She asks while cutting up nig pices of the cake and puts them on plates.
"Okay... Not so much happend" I say. She nods and hand us a plate each. We sit down at the table and eat.
"Adam have you shown the photos yet?" She asks.
"Mum! She just got here" He says.
"Okay, I put them in your room if you want to look later." She says and walk out of the kitchen. Adam rolls his eyes.
Harrys Point of View:
I always do things wrong. Why can't I ever do anything right? Okay beating up Louis was really stupid but at that moment I had no idea what I was doing. I haven't even apologized yet. I probably should do that. I hope he belives me.
Eves Point of View:
I'd went for a walk to think through what I told Adam. I really want to be an artist but mom and dad wouldn't ever let me. I keep walking. In front of me I see the cafe I usally sit at when I need to be alone. I order a caffe-latte and a small blueberry muffin. All the tables is empty, except for one. There sits a boy with curly brow hair and beatiful green eyes. He would be a perfect model for a painting. I sit down at the table next to him and start to sketch. I try to not look at him to much. He is really handsome but I don't say anything. When I'm done sketching he looks at me. I quikly cover the paper with my hands.
"What are you drawing?" He asks.
"Nothing" I say a little too fast.
"Well, can I see your picture of 'nothing'?" He asks. "Please" He adds and give me the most wonderful smile I've ever seen. I give him the paper.
"Uhm... Sorry I maybye should have asked before I..." I start to say but he cuts me off.
"No it's okay... Are you an artist? You are very good at drawing" He says and gives me another smile.
"Um no... I'd like to be one but my parents don't agree that it is a good idea" I say and put my stuff togheter.
"Can I have your number?" He asks. I nod and write down my number on a paper. Under it I write Eve.
"What a sweet name, I'm Harry by the way" He says and I leave.
Nialls Point of View:
I start to feel like I'm the only single one in the band except for Harry. Liam told me last night about his date with Danielle. I sight. It's not that I feel like I really, really want a girlfriend but I feel kinda lonley. And since we don't talk so much with Harry, and he don't talk much with us, it gets even lonlier. I'm happy I got Zayn though. But I suppose I'll find the right girl someday. Someday... It could be anytime... Like the second before I die... Fun... Well as long as I'm happy.
A/N: Hello :) Sorry att jag inte uppdaterade igår, hann inte. Och då va det faktiskt inte because att jag "spelade Toy Story" för det gjorde jag inte. Men anyway så va jag busy. Woah en kort authours note... Lol... Ska se på Shrek 3 med mina småsyskon nu :) Luv yah <3 /Bebster ;D
My body feels I'm on my knees praying- Chapter 27 & 28
Elyzes Point of View:
It's just two more weeks before school starts again. I can't say I'd missed it at all. I feels like it was ages ago I was there. But somethings I do miss, like Adam, the only person in the whole school that threats me like a person. We became really good friends during the school year, but over the summer he went on vacation. He and his family was traveling from Norway to Sweden and from Sweden to Denmark. It probably wasn't so funny though 'cause his parents is very very religious. He and his sister Eve (Yeah cool names huh? Adam and Eve) weren't allowed to use their mobiles or any computers or anything, because the family should have some time to get to 'know each other' really well. And I thought that just live with someone their whole lives makes them know each other. An other reason they did this was to 'clean their souls'... In that case they meant Adams soul. The thing is that Adam is gay and his family don't tolerate that. Something I don't miss is the cheerleading team. And Megan my 'ex-bff'.
I'm cooking lunch to us (Niall, Louis and me) and I'm almost finished when Louis walks in the kitchen with angry and jealous look on his face.
"Have you been cheating on me?" He asks sadly. I stare at him.
"No of course not! Why would I?" I say.
"Then who's Adam?" He asks still angry. I start laughing. "This is not funny!" I stop laughing and take a deep breath.
"He is just a friend" I say.
"A friend?" He says still not happy.
"Louis, if he would fall for someone in this house it would either be you or Niall" I say.
"Elyze this is not a joke... Wait what? Is he..."
"Gay? Yes" I say.
"Oh... Okay" He says and starts to set the table.
"How do you even know about Adam?" I ask.
"He called earlier" He answers. I smile. Finally is he home! Well I know what I'll do after lunch.
I check my phone... A text from Adam-"Why don't you answer my calls?" I answer with a smile-"Ate lunch... Hey wanna do something tomorrow?"He replies fast- "Sure... Cya at my house?" I don't answer, he already knows what I would write.
Adams Point of View:
"Elyze is comming over tomorrow" I yell to everyone who listens. Mom comes to my room immediately.
"How fun, you haven't seem each other the whole summer, you must have a lot to talk about. And make sure to show all the photos we took. I can bake a cake if you want...." She says very very excited. She belives that if I and Elyze get toghtether, I'll overcome that I'm gay. Sure mom, sure...
"You don't have to bake mom it's okay." I say.
"Oh... Okay but I'll get you the photos" She says and leaves my room.
"Exited much?" My sister Eve mumbles from the doorway.
"Mhm" I say and sight. My sister is the only one in our family that I really can talk to. She have always supported me through my choices and she accepts the fact that I'm gay. We are like twins even though she's one year older than me. She's turning 19 and I'm only turning 18, like Elyze. I'm helping her too in hard situations, but she don't have much of those. Mum and dad adores her and think she's is perfect. Did I mention she's really smart and taking medical school at the university. The only 'big problems' she had is that mum didn't want her to dye her hair once. So she did it only to annoy mum. She dyed her hair blue and looked like a freak for months. Since then she never dyed it again.
"So... What's happening for you then?" I ask.
"I would like to drop off university" She says.
"What?" I say sure I heard wrong.
"Yeah I'd like to be an artist, you know painting and such" She says. That had always been her dream, but she never told anyone. The only reason I know it is because I've read her diary once.
A/N: Vi har inte uppdaterat på flera dar nu... Så nu la jag upp nästa kapitel på novellen. 3 dar tills skolan börjar... Och kan ni gissa vilken fråga ALLA vuxna frågar? Såhär ser dialogen mellan mig och vuxen om skolan;
A/N: Vi har inte uppdaterat på flera dar nu... Så nu la jag upp nästa kapitel på novellen. 3 dar tills skolan börjar... Och kan ni gissa vilken fråga ALLA vuxna frågar? Såhär ser dialogen mellan mig och vuxen om skolan;
Den vuxna personen: Längtar du till skolan nu?
Jag: Nej faktiskt inte så mycket....
Vuxen: Inte? Är du lite nervös eller?
Jag: Nej det är jag inte, jag har bytt skola 3 gånger redan, så nej.
Vuxen: men är det inte lite spännande med nya klasskamrater? Är du orolig om vad de kommer tycka om dig?
Jag:...NEJ! Jag mår bra, ok? Jag bryr mig inte så mycket om att vi får nya klasskamrater, och de får väl tycka vad *** de vill om mig!!!!
Typ... Alla vuxna jag pratat med låtsas vara psykologer typ. (asså detta gäller typ ALLA släktingar förutom de på min mammas sida) gawd... Om jag nu skulle ha problem så skulle jag väl sagt det eller gått till nån riktig psykolog, eller hur? Men istället för att tro mig ska de börja försöka få mig att säga att jag ör osäker och jättenervös nu för skolstarten...blöööööh.... Haha enough om tråkiga släktingar.... Luv yah <3
"Isn't she lovey? Isn't she wonderful? Isn't she precious? Less than one minute old. I never thought true love would be making one as lovley as she. But isn't she lovley, made from love?"/Bebster ;D
My body feels I'm on my knees praying- chapter 26
Louis Point of View:
"Hi" Elyze says as she walk in the house.
"Hello" Niall replies.
"Hey! I wanted to say 'hi' first" I say and make a sad face. Elyze giggles a little and come over to me.
"You're the only one I want to say 'hi' to me" She says and kisses me on the cheeck.
"Get a room" Niall says.
"I already have a room... And apartment" I say and he just rolls his eyes.
"So... Was it fun to shop with Liam?" I ask.
"Yeah sure...ehm... Kinda different..." She answers and it feels like she's trying to avoid the question. I get a weird feeling, but I don't say anything about it.
Zayns Point of View:
Liam have been out more than usual but I don't ask. Instead I'm trying to figure out what's happening. (Even though it dom't have anything to do with me, but I'm curious) Then suddently I think I know what it is... Liam's got a girlfriend! "I should have thought about that earlier..."
"Liam?" I yell.
"Is the house burning? Did something explode?" He says worried when he runs down-stairs. "Always so serious"
"No the house is fine... Hey mate... Have you got a girlfriend?" I ask... Maybye it's a weird question, just like that, but we know each other well. His face turns light pink.
"Um... Ehm...." He mumbles.
"Well?" I say and raise one eyebrow.
"It have only been a few dates..." He says low, almost whispering.
"You must really like that girl" I say.
"You bet I do" He says dreamily.
"What's her name?" I ask... Maybye too much information...
"Danielle Peazer" He says her name like if she was an angel.
"You got it bad" I say with a grin.
A/N: Ett extra chapter yeay, yeay! Hope u like as I always write haha :) har inte så mkt att skriva... Vet ej om det är bra llr dåligt... Luv yah <3
A/N: Ett extra chapter yeay, yeay! Hope u like as I always write haha :) har inte så mkt att skriva... Vet ej om det är bra llr dåligt... Luv yah <3
"The dogs days are over, the dogs days are done. The horses are comming so you better run. Run fast for your mother and fast for your father, run for your children, for your sisters and your brothers. Leave all you lovin', you lovin' behind. You can't carry 'em with you if you wanna survive"/Bebsta' ;D
Тялото ми се чувства, аз съм на колене се моли- глава 24 & 25
Liams Point of View:
Pictures of last night flashes through my mind. I'd been on a date with a beatiful, nice, fantastic, perfect girl. I hadn't told the guys yet, it had only been one date. Everything about her is perfect. I feel happiness when I just think about her... And she's the only thing a think about. I walk out of my room.
"Hey mate! Where were you last night?" Zayn asks. Sometimes I hate living with him, but it has it's positive sides too.
"Just...out..." I answer. He looks at me suspiciously but drops the subject. "Well I'd like to tell someone, but not yet... And I would like to buy her a present... But what?...."
Elyzes Point of View:
I wake up because Louis phone is ringing.
"Answer or turn off the stupid phone" I groan.
"Hello" He says. He probably choosed the first alternative. "Elyze it's to you" He says and then he mouths 'Liam' I nod and takes the phone.
"Hi" I say.
"Hello" Liam answers.
"Was it anything... Or I mean... What is it?" I ask.
"Can you go somewhere so Louis don't hear you?" He asks. I probably look confused 'cause Louis asks: "What?"
"He wants to talk 'private'" I say. Louis nods and I walk out of the room.
"Ok now... So what is it?" I ask again.
"Promise to not tell anybody" He said. I sight.
"Yeah I promise" I say.
"Okey... So I had a date last night... With a amazing girl... I really like her and I... Would like to give her something, but I don't know what... Could you help me?" He asks.
"Oh how cute" I say exitedly."Of course I'll help"
"Can we go shopping or something then today?" He asks.
"Ok, when?" I ask.
"I'll pick you up." He says.
When I'd told Louis I was going shopping with Liam he had given me a wierd look. Then I told him it was a present to Liams friend and he seemed to smile.
"Where are we going?" I ask Liam.
"To the shopping-centre" He says and makes it sound very obvious.
"So where will we start?" Liam asks.
"Ehm... That depends on..." I say.
"Huh?" He asks.
"Well... Flowers are always beatiful..." I say very unsure.
"Like red roses?" He asks.
"Yeah... Hmm..." I say.
"Thats a really good idea" He says. "But I'd like to buy something more..."
"Actully if I should be honest, I don't think she want any expensive things... I don't say that you shouldn't buy her anything, but if she really likes you she'll be happy as long as she got you" I say.
"That's true... And maybye it's too much with presents on the second date" He agrees.
"So..." I say.
"But I'll buy roses anyway." He decides.
"Yeah that's great" I say. "But if you're going to buy her anything later I would simply have asked her what kind of thing she likes."
"You don't really know much about these things, do you?" He asks.
"No... But my best-friend do... Or did... We aren't really friends anymore" I say.
"What happend?" He asks. "I mean if you want to tell"
"To make it simple, we were both 'populaur' if you know what I mean... And to be 'populaur' you have to be in the cherleeding team... But I jumped of and people started to ignore me and such... Well lets say I'm really happy it's summer holiday right now"
A/N: Hi, Vas Happenin'? Haha :) Så nu har jag lagt upp kapitlet yay. Eh det kan ni nog alla se men iaf. Och om ni inte kan se kapitlet är det antingen fel på er dator llr så är ni blinda och då förstår jag inte vad sjutton ni gör på en novell-blogg sida om det senare alternativet är erat problem... Öh okej ska inte va så elak och judgeing nu... Jag är så sjukt trött... Anyway I luv yahas always <3
"Moments in time, I'll find the words to say, before you leave me today."/Bebsta' ;D
My body feels I'm on my knees praying- chapter 22 & 23
Louis Point of View:
"Louis, I need to talk to you" Elyze says.
"Sure, what is it babe?" I say.
"Even if you're not happy he's back can you at least pretend to be happy?" The words cuts slowly like knives inside of me. I take a deep breath and try to pretend that I'm not jealous.
"But I am happy he's back" I say.
"Well... Go and talk to him then, you haven't said a single word to him yet" She says and gives me a 'I-love-you-please-please-please' look.
"Okay" I say, trying to not sound irritated. I walk over to Harry who sits and is talking to Liam.
"Hey, Harry... I'd like to talk with you" I say. "Like private" I add quikly. We go outside.
"You don't want to talk to me, right?" He asks.
"No" I sight.
"But she told you to" He says. He don't say her name. But the way he says it makes me feel bad.
"I don't want it to be tense between us" I say 100% truthfully.
"Neither do I" He says. "But I really like her too you know"
"This feels a little like Twilight" I say trying to joke.
"I'm Jacob and you're Edward?" He asks but it don't sound like a question.
"Is there anything I could do..." I start to say but he cuts me off.
"NO!" He screams.
"Sorry" I say. He close his eyes and shakes his head.
"No you're not" He sights. Then something I never would expect to happen happens, he hits me in the stoomach. I fall down in front of his feet.
"God what have happen to you Harry!" I scream high in pain. Someone opens the door.
"Oh my god! Stop it Harry!" Elyze yell. First when she'd done that I realize he's still beating me up. I can't move. Suddently somone drags him away. Elyze runs to me. She holds me in her arms.
"Are you okay?" Liam asks. Elyzes gives him a glare and kiss me.
Zayn and Liam is carrying me into my room and lays me on my bed.
"Is it anything you need?" Zayn asks. I shake my head, then I look around the room. I can't see Elyze anywhere.
"I'll go get her" Niall says as if he can read my mind. Just when he is about to walk out of my room Elyze walk in with a wet towel in her hands.
"You got some blood on your face" she says excusing and kinda embarrased. "But you probably already know that. Um... Do you want me to wipe it away or will you do it yourself?" she asks gently.
"My arms hurt a little" I say. That isn't completly a lie they do hurt. She sits down in front of me. Liam clears his throat.
"So... Is it anything you need? I and Zayn have to go now so..." Liam says.
"No it's fine" I say. Liam and Zayn leaves at the exact second I said that.
"I'm tired" Niall says and just seams to disappear. Elyze is just sitting in front of me and keeps wiping off the blood. Neither of us say a word, but there's a thousand of things I'd like to say to her. Suddently she breaks the silence and says: "We forgot to ask Niall if it's okay that I stay here... If that's still okay for you of course"
"Yeah absolutely... But... I'm kinda tired" I say.
"Um... So am I..." She answers slowly.
"Come here then" I say and try to open my arms so I can hug her, but it only hurts. "Ouch" I mumble. She gets a very worried look on her face.
"Are you sure?" She asks.
"It's just hurts a little...I'm fine" I say. It doesn't seems like she belive me but she lays down next to me anyway.
"Are we going to sleep with our clothes on?" I ask a little teasingly, hoping to make her blush. And so she does.
"Umm..." She says. I raise my eyebrows.
"We already seen each other naked" I remind her. She nods.
A/N: Well well... Som ni kanske märker är Mr.Styles i denna story typ en 'trouble-maker'. Antagligen så är han inte det irl men vad vet jag? Haha hoppas ni fortfarande gillar och plz plz plz kommentera, we need it!
A/N: Well well... Som ni kanske märker är Mr.Styles i denna story typ en 'trouble-maker'. Antagligen så är han inte det irl men vad vet jag? Haha hoppas ni fortfarande gillar och plz plz plz kommentera, we need it!
Så today ska jag hem till örebro=typ 1 tim & 45 min med tåg om det inte blir nåra förseningar (vilket inte jäteofta händer men har hänt, usch va trist det är då) fun fun fun... Hm.. Började läsa kapitel 1 & 2 på boken jag köpte igår men sen vart jag lazy och såg på film istället. Den va helt ok hette typ 'The rock' (va inte jag som valde, såg med pappa och min låtsasmamma) och va nån film om alcatraz... Men inte fakta-film såklart, det ser jag bara på om det skulle va livsviktigt llr i skolan. Fakta-film, natur-program och sport-program (som OS och sånt) kollar jag INTE på... Tycker det är boring. Men men... Människor är olika och gillar olika saker. Typ. Så thats it tror jag... Skulle vilja sova lite men det är lite sent igenomtänkt nu... Vakande typ vid kvart i tio så... Jaja I'll survive. Luv yah <3
"Oh mirror in the sky, what is love? Can the child whitin my heart rise above? Can I sail thru the changing oceans tides? Can I handle the seasons all my life?" /Bebsta' ;D
My body feels I'm on my knees praying- chapter 21- the actual chapter
Zayns Point of View:
"We're so sorry Niall" Liam and I apologize for like the 20th time.
"It's okay!" He almost shouts. Louis grins. He and Elyze is sitting in the couch and watching some film. They look very cute togheter.
"But... We still don't know where Harry is" Liam says matter of factly. Nobody says anything.
"I'm hungry" Niall says breaking the silence.
"You're always hungry Nialler" I say and smile.
"So... Are we making lunch?" He asks.
"Hmm... What should we eat then?" Louis asks.
"Tacos?" We hear someone ask from the hallway. I didn't hear someone open the door...
"Harry?" Elyze and Louis say at the same time.
"Yeah last time I checked that was my name" He says and walk out to us in the kitchen. Liam clears his throat and gives him a 'We-have-been-really-worried-I-hope-you-have-a-good-explantion' look.
"I'm really sorry. You guys... And girl... Really shouldn't forgive me... But I hope you will..." He says. "And I'm sorry I lied to you Niall, I hope it didn't cause to much trouble."
"Where have you been?" Louis asks and puts his arm around Elyzes shoulder. I see that Harry freeze for a second, but then he says:"No-where... Everywhere... I don't know just driving around"
"Are we going to eat or not? I'm starving!" Niall says to make the situation a little less 'Our band-mate just came back from have being nowhere/everywhere'.
"Yeah lets make some tacos" I agree.
Louis Point of View:
I and Elyze cut vegetables and Zayn and Harry lays the table. Elyze looks at Harry all the time and it makes me a little jelaous but I don't say anything.
"I've fried the mincemeat now" Niall says. We all sit down to eat. "Why can't you look at me like that"
A/N: Haii people :) Va i Uppsala idag och shoppade lite, köpte lite kläder och en bok. Haha och ja jag kmr säga titeln på boken; Wither av Lauren Destefano. Har faktiskt inte hört talas om den förut men texten på baksidan gjorde att jag bara va tvungen att läsa den! Billig oxå men det va en riktigt wierd bokaffär, den kostade bara 89 kr... Engelska böcker brukar kosta mkt mer... Ja jag klagar iaf inte! Så just nu sitter jag här fett glad och dricker Root-beer (det är amerikansk läsk, luv it) och äter Toy Story-kinder ägg haha. Luv yah <3 Root-beer, Mtn deew & Irn bru/ Bebsta ;D
My body feels I'm on my knees praying- chaper 21
My body feels I'm on my knees praying- chapter 19 & 20
Chapter 19 & 20:
I wake up next to Louis in his car. Naked. He is still sleeping and his arms is wrapped around me. I close my eyes and fall asleep again.
"Babe" Louis whispers in my ear.
"Mhm"
"Maybye we should go get our clothes" He says.
"Mhm" Louis shakes my shoulder lightly. "Okay" I say and sit up. We walk down to the beach and put on our clothes.
"So..." Louis says.
"I'm fine Lou, we'll see each other tonight okay?" I say.
"Yeah..." He says with a displeased tone. I kiss him quikly on the cheek and then I walk inside my house.
"Elyze" someone says infront of me as I take off my shoes. I look up, and there's grandma. "Where have you been" she says angrily.
"With my eh.. Boyfriend" It feels weird to say boyfriend, but I guess we're a couple now.
"Boyfriend?" She pronuces the word as if it's a deadly disease.
"Yes" I answer.
"Elyze Cynthyah Rainbird! I have never heard anything so stupid"
"What?" I ask bitterly.
"You're exactly like your mom when she was in your age, and see how that ended up" She says. "Besides if it's the guy I saw outside the door who is your boyfriend... Then you're gonna end up heartbroken. He looks like a total idiot"
"FUCK YOU!" I scream. I put on my shoes again and open the door.
"If you walk out that door..." She says.
"Shut up!" I say, walk out the door and close it. I pick up my phone and dial Louis's number, he answers almost ideamitley.
"Hey hun'" He says.
"Lou" I say, and then I tell him a short verision of what happend.
"Where are you? I'll pick you up" He says.
When Louis had picked me up and litterly forced me to tell him evrything that happend he says: "Well you could stay with me and Niall if it's okay for him, but I'm almost sure it is"
"Thanks" I say.
Louis opens the door and we walk in.
"Hello" Louis shouts. No-one answer and we walk in and look around to see if he is home. Then all of sudden we find him. He is sitting in a corner of the kitchen crying.
"Oh my god" I whisper. "What happend?" I say with a louder voice.
"They hate me" He sobs.
"Who hate you? Nobody hates you Niall" says Louis comforting.
"Liam and Zayn" he says and keep crying.
"Why would they hate you?" I ask.
"I knew where Harry is and I didn't tell them... And he isn't there so they think I lied" He answers.
"Oh" I breathe.
"But what if Harry lied?" Louis asks.
"Maybye..." Niall says not so sure. "He don't usally lie"
"Neither do you" Says Louis. What a mess. And somehow I know it. That this is my fault.
Harrys Point of View:
I want to go home. But it's probably too late. I can't just show up at home and say: 'Hey I've been gone for days, and haven't answerd neither texts or calls. I lied to Niall...I'm so sorry Niall' Yeah sure that sounds great... I'm glad they haven't said anything about it in interviews or to people at all. I put on the radio. Maroon 5's song Sad is playing. It really fits with my mood perfectly. Then I decide it. I'm going home. It's going to be a hell when I get there but I can't just run away from my problems forever. "I really miss 'em"
A/N: Haii :) Hoppas ni fortfarannde gillar min fanfic (annars skulle ni vä antagligen inte läsa den?) ska till min pappa somm bor i Sthlm nu i helgen så ska väl va lite social med honom oxå :D Men som ni kan gissa kommer jag att uppdatera iaf. (med största sannolikhet) Skulle dock kanske åka in till Uppsala imorron så mitt internet kmr väl inte va så jättebra så om det blir konstiga inlägg så finns det en andledning hehe. Varför jag vet att jag kommer kunnna uppdatera är för att jag inte brukar umgås så mkt med folk mitt i natten men hos pappa är jag oftast vaken då.(Typ till 2-3 nån gång på natten) kanske bra för då får jag kompensera ut att jag måste lägga mig jättetidigt hos mamma.(10...really mum? Well läser oftast till elva halv tolv nån gång ändå men lixom really?) haha men iaf... Hos pappa kmr jag nog skriva på datorn och då kan jag kanske lägga upp bilder too... Får se...(skriver på min iPad hos mamma llr iPhonen om jag inte är home)
A/N: Haii :) Hoppas ni fortfarannde gillar min fanfic (annars skulle ni vä antagligen inte läsa den?) ska till min pappa somm bor i Sthlm nu i helgen så ska väl va lite social med honom oxå :D Men som ni kan gissa kommer jag att uppdatera iaf. (med största sannolikhet) Skulle dock kanske åka in till Uppsala imorron så mitt internet kmr väl inte va så jättebra så om det blir konstiga inlägg så finns det en andledning hehe. Varför jag vet att jag kommer kunnna uppdatera är för att jag inte brukar umgås så mkt med folk mitt i natten men hos pappa är jag oftast vaken då.(Typ till 2-3 nån gång på natten) kanske bra för då får jag kompensera ut att jag måste lägga mig jättetidigt hos mamma.(10...really mum? Well läser oftast till elva halv tolv nån gång ändå men lixom really?) haha men iaf... Hos pappa kmr jag nog skriva på datorn och då kan jag kanske lägga upp bilder too... Får se...(skriver på min iPad hos mamma llr iPhonen om jag inte är home)
"Well maybye there's a god above but, all I ever learned from love was how to shoot sombody who outdrew yah. And it's nota cry that you hear at night, it's not sombody who's seen the light. It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah"
Pink and black/Bebsta'
Mans ķermenis jūtas es esmu par manu ceļgaliem praying- Nodaļa 18
Niall and Zayn had left without any explaination. I'm actully glad that they did, but I don't tell Louis. It's about 8 pm and Peter is having a 'sleep over' with Mark.
"You know what we should do?" Louis asks, he don't wait for me to answer before he continues. "I know a lake, not far from here..." He says. I smile and give him a short kiss on the lips.
When we arrive at the lake it's dark outside, but the moon is shining and it makes the water sparkle. We go for a walk along the beach and talk about anything and everything.
"Do you think it's cold in the water?" I ask.
"We could take a swim" He says.
"But I didn't bring any swimwear" I say. A big grin appear on his face. He don't even have to say what he's thinking. "What is it Lou?" I ask playing stupid. He kisses me on the cheeck and then he takes off his shirt. "Wow"
"Seeing something you like" He asks teasingly. I blush and look away. When I look at him againg he isn't wearing anything. At all. I quikly take my clothes off too and we walk out togheter in the water. It's really cold and I start to freeze. Louis gives me a hug and we start to make out. When we stop he holds me in his arms.
"Baby let me find out your secret. Just let me in and let me show you that I'll keep it. Close to my heart jump in the deep end. Just let me in and let me show you what I'm meaning." He sings softly in my ear. I smile and kiss him again. Could this guy possibly be any more perfect?
Louis Point of View:
"What are you thinking about?" I ask.
"You... Handsome" She says.
"You're so beatiful" I whisper in her ear. She giggles. She puts her arms around my neck and drags herself closer to me.
"I love you" She says starring right into my eyes.
"I love you too" I answer. I kiss her again.
A/N: hope you like :) så... Jag och Elsa har gjort ett mistake... Kapitel 3 & 5 på YSMH och kapitel 10/11 på min novell finns båda under kategorin allmänt. Skulle bara påpeka det, sorry :( för everyone som gillar böcker har jag nu läst ut The Secret Circle bok 1. Fett bra :) kämpar mig nu igenom Vampire Academy...så sjukt seg :( anyway...Det är kul att skriva långa och väldigt random authors notes hehe. Men jag är en väldigt random person sj så... Men alltså... Förresten vet ni vad som hände mig typ i förrigår? Jag va med några kompisar och satt och snackade och plötsligt så sa en av dem(nämner inga namn... Vet inte om jag får)
A/N: hope you like :) så... Jag och Elsa har gjort ett mistake... Kapitel 3 & 5 på YSMH och kapitel 10/11 på min novell finns båda under kategorin allmänt. Skulle bara påpeka det, sorry :( för everyone som gillar böcker har jag nu läst ut The Secret Circle bok 1. Fett bra :) kämpar mig nu igenom Vampire Academy...så sjukt seg :( anyway...Det är kul att skriva långa och väldigt random authors notes hehe. Men jag är en väldigt random person sj så... Men alltså... Förresten vet ni vad som hände mig typ i förrigår? Jag va med några kompisar och satt och snackade och plötsligt så sa en av dem(nämner inga namn... Vet inte om jag får)
Hon:Vad heter du nu igen på Instagram?
Jag: Jag har inte Instagram...
Hon:Men Ebba du har ju ingenting! Inte Facebook, inte Instagram, inte Kik,inte Twitter, hur ska man då kunna nå dig?
Jag:...
Really? Asså det är väl därför man har mobiler? Eller? Jag KOMMER INTE skaffa varken Twitter, fb, Instagram eller Kik... No thank you. Hehe skulle bara skriva det. Nåt annat som stör mig är en annan kompis som säger att jag "immiterar" William Spetz 24/7. Hon säger det 24/7. Jag immiterar inte William Spetz! Lixom duuh jag hade en personlighet innan du visste att han fanns!!! Ok ska sluta störa mig på things... För tillfället. Luv yah <3 'Blackbird singing in the dead of night, take this broken wings and learn to fly, all your life, you were only waiting for this moments to arrive...blackbird singing in the dead of night, take this broken eyes and learn to see, all your life, you were only waiting for this moment to be free' /Ebba
My body feels I'm on my knees Praying- Chapter 16 & 17
Nialls point of View:
I and Zayn had been eating at Nandos and we decided to go home to mine and Louis place and play Just Dance. (A/N yeah that will probably never happen? But anyway) I'm just about to win over Zayn when someone tries to unlock the unlocked door. We pause the game. I go to see who it is. Louis and Elyze is there taking off their shoes.
"Hello" I say.
"Hi" Elyze replies.
"Who is it?" Zayn asks from the living room.
"It's me Louis, the other guy who lives here" Louis says. Elyze giggles and Louis takes her hand. We all walk out to the living room.
"Hi Zayn" Elyze says.
"Are you playing Just Dance?" Louis says grinning.
"I didn't know that you guys can dance" Elyze smiles. I do a little 'Irish Dance'. They all start laughing.
"Have you guys heard anything from Harry?" I ask.
"No" Louis says. Elyze looks really worried. I know that Louis and Zayn are worried too but they don't show it. I feel guilty for not telling them.
Flashback:
I had just woke up when someone knocked on my door. I opened it. And there was Harry.
"Niall I have to talk with you" He said.
"Mate where have you been?" I asked.
"Don't ask please. I just wanted to tell you that I'm going home for a while to visit my family... You know." He said. There was something not so convincing in his tone. "The thing is... That I haven't told the rest of the guys. 'Cause Louis and I are... I don't know but a lots of things happend... So I wanted to tell you where I'm going, but don't tell the others okay?... Tell them I'm fine." He said and then he left. End of Flashback.
Harrys Point of View:
I had lied to Niall. I hadn't told the rest of the guys anything. I probably ruined mine and Louis friendship. What else could go wrong? And now when I think of it I could have done things different. I could have told Niall where I'm going. Except for the fact that I don't know. I could have told the guys I was leaving. But the third thing I did.... It wasn't my fault. How could I have known that Louis like her. Her. Elyze. I sight and keep driving. I'd been sleeping in some hotel last night and now I just keep going. Away from everything. I hadn't answerd any call or messages. I've been thinking about throwing away my phone. But it's my only safety line.
I'd drove for hours when I finally stop at a McDonalds so I can eat. I order and then I go sit at a table near the window. I'm just about to start eating when two girls, in the age of 12 or 13 walk up to my table. One of them is blonde and the other girl has black hair.
"Hey... We don't want to bother you but... We're big fans and we would like an autograph... If it's okay ofcourse" One of them says.
"No it's fine, but I don't have neither pencil or paper" I answer. The blonde haired girl show picks up a pencil and two halves of a paper. They smile and gives it to me.
"What's your names?" I ask.
"I'm Hannah" The blonde girl says.
"And I'm Felicity" The black-haired girl says.
"That's very pretty names" I say when I write 'Harry Styles' on the papers. Then I write 'to Hannah' and 'to Felicity'.
"Thank you" they say and leave.
Zayns Point of View:
I and Niall had decided to go home to mine and Liams house because we thought that Louis and Elyze wanted some 'privacy'. I look at Niall and he seems really depressed. And then suddently he says. "I know where Harry is"
A/N: Ey Yo! Hoppas ni gillar det!(Som jag alltid skriver) lyssnar på musik medans jag skriver och jag får bokstavligt talat bara deprimerande låtar, först Sad av Maroon 5 och nu More than this av 1D(Ja den ÄR depressing om man lyssnar på texten, även fast Moments är sorgligare) och nu tänker ni säkert 'varför byter hon inte låt då?', det är av två reasons:
1.Jag gillar de låtarna.
2.För lazy.(hehe)
Och nu tänker ni: 'Varför skrev hon enns nåt om det då?' det har jag faktisktinge svar på... Vi säger att jag är uttråkad... Hehe lite iaf... Ska skriva på kapitel 31 nu... Tror jag... Så... Bye... Jag älskar verkligen att skriva "..." hehe ni skulle se min och Elsas sms-konversation... Eller nä det är ingen bra idé alls haha lol :D luv yah <3 I want I want I want but thats crazy/Ebba :)
